Place to Be

Most of the time i feel like life just passes me by. Its almost like i'm sitting next to a production line watching the widgets go by...i'm supposed to pull the bad ones off but i just can't seem to get motivated enough to do it. I feel like a stranger in my own life most of the time....

On occasion i have these moments when i actually feel alive, like the universe suddenly told me this is where i am supposed to be and this is what i am supposed to be doing....I had one of those moments the day i married Nicole, i have them from time to time in her arms........yesterday i had one with my son Tyler.

Yesterday i took an old bicycle down off the rack and fixed it up, we went to town aired up the tires, went to the store, and then to the rental place to score a few DVD's....When we got home we played a few video games, had lunch and then we went out into the yard where for the first time in many years (I used to race BMX many many years ago) I climbed on to a bicycle i was a little wobbly at first but after a few minutes i has doing kick outs, bunny hops, popping wheelies (Not bad of an old fat man pushing 40), and finally jumping off the end of a ramp. I taught my boy a few tricks on his bike while i was at it....he seemed to enjoy the day...which we ended playing Frisbee and watching a movie....well that and seeing Bigfoot....but that is another story......lol

And although i'm paying for it today I had one of those moments...where i felt i was in the right place doing what i'm supposed to be doing....

Later...