Well....

I really need to put down my feelings more often...

Well, where to start? Life hasn't changed much around here....still in a holding pattern. We have our good days and the bad ones as well. We still fight about sex, i want it she doesn't. I have pretty much given up on the whole idea anymore, its not worth the bullshit and the fights that go along with it. I'm just going to use that energy in other areas of my life. I have decided to start buying old cheap basses and bass parts and modify them into better instruments and then re-sell them, still trying to decide what to call my/this little endeavor. I have also started working out again, it has been roughly two weeks and I'm really starting to notice a difference in my arms and chest. The tummy however is a different story, very slow progress there.... Ashley quit her job about six weeks ago, she basically decided that fast food was not for her...lol And now for the BOMB...she is also pregnant at 16! Doesn't do me any good to get upset and all bent out of shape about it whats done is done...only thing i can really do is fasten my seat belt and hold on tight....cause I'm more than positive it is going to be a bumpy ride. If I'm still alive, married and sane in 9 months it will be a freaking miracle...

Later...